date:Sunday, February 03, 2008
time:2:23 PM
title:
I'm still waiting for
you to talk to me.
Still clinging on to
this, never wanna let go because I
believe our friendship would last.
Maybe only
I believe.
It takes two hands to clap anyway.
I'll just carry on with my own life for now, and yeah..
I won't bug
you anymore.
In case
you didn't know,
I'm stubborn, I'm not a very nice person, I'm not innocent, I'm a bitch.
I'm not that someone. Next time, before I make friends with another, I'm gonna tell that person that I'm a bitch, a slut, a whore, a backstabber, a betrayer, a hypocrite.. Everything negative.
Maybe then, I wouldn't get hurt because I was being myself all along, I wouldn't get a time out from another because I was myself and I warned the other. And that person wouldn't feel cheated because I already warn that person about my horrible self.
Thanks to that fucking caller, I lose a close friend. Fuck you, I hope you find someone to entertain your fucking horny self. I hope you find someone to phone sex with you because I won't. I have a life, I won't tell people I'm Mary when I'm Angela, I won't tell someone I stay in Bedok when I stay in Pasir Ris.
If I ever find out who you are, just watch out. I'll certainly break your face. Call me violent, but never make me angry. You'll get it from me.
I'm trying to put the past behind me, I don't do bad stuff anymore. I don't drink, I don't smoke, I don't cheat, I don't steal and I will try my best not to lie. In case you don't know, people lie because they fear consequences. If you really want to know everything about me, just tell me and I will tell you the truth. I don't like being left hanging. I hate the fact that someone did it to me once, and you said not to cling on.. Now you're doing it to me, don't you find it ironic?
